Thursday, May 16, 2013

Change

Author's Note: This is an essay I wrote about how the character Bernice changes throughout the story "Bernice Bobs Her Hair" by F. Scott Fitzgerald.

Change
Change. It is something a lot of people don't want to go through in life, while others love change and no matter what change it is, it helps them love life. Change can be a good thing like a change in your relationship status when you go from single, to in a relationship. Change can be a bad thing like losing a family member who you were always close to. All in all though, change is something we all need to go through to experience life the way it is supposed to be experienced, even though it may sometimes disappoint you.

In the story "Bernice Bobs Her Hair" by F. Scott Fitzgerald, the main character Bernice changes unexpectedly. At the beginning of the story, she is a girl that no one really wants to be around and pretty much no one cuts in on her unless they are bribed to. Boring is a pretty spot on word to describe her. Marjorie, Bernice's cousin, had a friend named Warren who she would always bribe him into dancing with Bernice and this is what he thought of her, she was no fun on a party. Every Saturday night he danced a long arduous duty dance with her to please Marjorie, but he had never been anything but bored in her company. Even Marjorie didn't have nice things to say, "Well," said Marjorie, "no girl can permanently bolster up a lame-duck visitor, because these days it's every girl for herself. I've even tried to drop her hints about clothes and things, and she's been furious--given me the funniest looks. She's sensitive enough to know she's not getting away with much, but I'll bet she consoles herself by thinking that she's very virtuous and that I'm too gay and fickle and will come to a bad end. All unpopular girls think that way. Sour grapes! Sarah Hopkins refers to Genevieve and Roberta and me as gardenia girls! I'll bet she'd give ten years of her life and her European education to be a gardenia girl and have three or four men in love with her and be cut in on every few feet at dances." At the end of the book though, you barely think that Bernice is the same person.

With the help of her cousin Marjorie, Bernice is the most popular girl in town, even though she doesn't actually live there. Everything changes about her; her attitude, her personality, her everything. All the boys want her. While she used to have no one cutting in on her, now even the best of the boys, G. Reece Stoddard, is cutting in and having a swell time. This is how popular she truly is, the man relieved proved to be none other than G. Reece Stoddard himself. And G. Reece seemed not at all jubilant at being relieved. Next time Bernice danced near, Warren regarded her intently. Yes, she was pretty, distinctly pretty; and to-night her face seemed really vivacious. She had that look that no woman, however histrionically proficient, can successfully counterfeit--she looked as if she were having a good time.

Change has really been helping her, it turned her from a boring person to the most wanted girl in town. All the change is getting her so much attention, she decides to change one last thing; her hair. She goes right down to the barber shop and says she wants to get it bobbed, the barber is partially confused, but he bobs it anyways. This change though, wasn't a good change. None of the boys wanted her anymore and even her own aunt didn't want to be with her. She didn't even want to be with her anymore and this is what she thought, Her hair was not curly, and now it lay in lank lifeless blocks on both sides of her suddenly pale face. It was ugly as sin--she had known it would be ugly as sin. Her face's chief charm had been a Madonna-like simplicity. Now that was gone and she was--well, frightfully mediocre--not stagy; only ridiculous, like a Greenwich Villager who had left her spectacles at home.

Throughout the story she didn't just change her looks, she also changed her confidence. At the beginning she was a wimpy, little, helpless girl, who didn't have her own opinion on anything. At the end of the story though, she is confident and only makes her own decision and doesn't really listen to anyone else. She decides that she needs to get her revenge so this is what she does to Marjorie,
She acted swiftly. Bending over she found one of the braids of Marjorie's hair, followed it up with her hand to the point nearest the head, and then holding it a little slack so that the sleeper would feel no pull, she reached down with the shears and severed it. With the pigtail in her hand she held her breath. Marjorie had muttered something in her sleep. Bernice deftly amputated the other braid, paused for an instant, and then flitted swiftly and silently back to her own room. With the new Bernice though she doesn't stop there, as she is walking down the street she passes Warren's house where she was swinging the braids like pieces of rope and flung them at the wooden porch where they landed with a thud. I would say from the beginning to the end, her confidence is the thing that changed the most.  

So, although change is a thing that can bring you popularity, friends, attention, and boys, change can also bring you sadness, people bullying you, bad attention, and people talking about you behind your back. People who have a strong heart though, always will love change.

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